I want to know myself, to really truly get to know who I am inside and out. I want to understand why I'm here and when I look back, I want to know that it was all worth it. I want to leave my mark and be proud of how I spent my time. I don't wanna regret not trying and experiencing everything I have the opportunity to. I look back at my life now and already see so much regret, loneliness, sadness, and bitterness. How did this happen already? How do I make it stop? How do I truly live my life everyday to the fullest potential? It's so easy to talk about but so, so hard to actually execute.
I don't want life to slip past me and for me to feel all "bleh" about it! But how does one successfully find meaningful employment, become a satisfied and sane parent, maintain a house, car, cleaning regiment, remain in good shape, have a successful marriage, and maintain a social life? Ugh, too damn much! When is it time to just live? When is it time to just be free? When we're retired and most likely raising our children's children, because the new generations keep getting more and more lazy? Speaking of living what does that really mean? I feel like there are many different definitions depending on who you ask. I wanna find out how I define living.
I wanted to start this blog so I could get to know myself better and inspire other to follow suite. I promise to always be honest and upfront about what I'm sharing. Thanks for reading. Stay tuned. :)
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