I hate feeling like little moments of my life are slipping by and I have nothing to remember them by. One of my best friends got married, I served as Maid of Honor and gave a speech that I was really proud of. I danced way, way too hard and had hair that was way out of my comfort zone. I got to slow dance with Ryan and talk with him about how much we wanna get married someday. We also got to go support the APL at a even they sponsored, eat at the best diner in Springfield (where we ran into my dad and two nieces). Then Sunday my older sister and Aunt came and helped us paint our livingroom and hallway which turned out absolutely amazing! Can I say too how much I enjoy just being in love and having that person completely 100% love me back so much. It's simply the best and I don't want it to end ever. I love Ryan for so many reasons and I love our little weekends together so much. Slipping away to near by city, usually St.Louis, or just doing whatever we enjoy in our city and getting a good meal. I love it, I love it so much. I love when weekends feel adventorous and being with the person I enjoy being with the most. Ryan took me to Benld a few weeks ago to celebrate Italian American Day which is something I did with Great Aunt as a kid every year. It meant so much and we had a blast. Then we zoomed down to St Louis and went to the Galleria just becuase! We also started a little garden where I have picked and used 6 tomatoes to make delicious pico de gallo. Ryan has done about 99% of the work when it comes to our garden and I really appriciate it so much. I also want to remember the other weekend when Ryan was out of town all weekend. I was instantly depressed coming home on Friday knowing he wasn't gonna be there, but ending having a great time with my family out at the ponderosa. Anyway, Ryan didn't get a whole lot of serive where he was staying in Missouri but he managed to call me that night. I was still missing him so damn much and hoped he was feeling the same way. He called me close to tears telling me how much he missed me and loved me and how I am his whole world. It made me so incredily happy, I just love how connected we are. He is truly my world.
So onto dogs......we have a new one. Maisie, she's a pomeranian and she weighs about 7 pounds and is as cute as a button and is stealing my heart a little more everyday. It's definitely taken a hot minute for us to bond but now that we have, I know she was meant to be part of our little family. Ryan's Aunt knew of a family that needed to get rid of their dog asap, Ryan's Mom took her in and was going to keep her if we didn't want her. She was really hoping that she would fit well with us and luckily she did, just not so much at first. Maisie is a pain in the ass, she's made me lose a lot of sleep, she's not house trained, and she's hyper as all get out. She also is so sweet, happy, and just wants to be loved by us so much. And she is, watching her sleep, play with Coop, and run around the backyard makes my heart so full. She absolutely adores Cooper which is funny because at first she was absolutely terrified of him! And my Coop, he is just the love of my life. Words can never fully describle how much I love that dog, he made me laugh so hard I was crying last night when he stole a pizza crust right out of my hand. He still remains my cuddle monster and my best friend who cannot stand not to be in the same room as me. The second I sit down you can bet he is in my lap getting comfy. I love my fur babies and they are such a big sorce of happiness for Ryan and I.
That's all for now.
