Lately

Lately I have been.....

in Las Vegas and having a great time

in deep thought about life and my purpose and worth

deeply in love with my soul mate

vastly becoming more outgoing

reading and wanting to write more

eating junk as usual

training for a 10 k and loving it

settling down a little more at a time

wanting to adopt a dog

wanting to start to side business in addition to my full time job

more confident than ever

enjoying my job

Health.

I am not a healthy person and it bothers me a great deal. I try to be and even time I do, I fail. I joined a running group and have been running about twice a week. It's a good start but my eating habits are the WORST. I cannot stay in a healthy eating pattern to save my life! I know how important it is and I know how many benefits there are to a healthy well balanced diet, but holy fuck, that shit is hard. I LOVE food, more than most, I feel. I love healthy food, but boy do I love the hell out of shitty junk foods! Cupcakes, taco bell, mac n cheese, pizza, nachos......the list could go on forever. It is my addiction and I want so badly to get it under control. I hope with the help of this blog I can track my journey to a healthier lifestyle. Oh, and   to add to that, a healthy lifestyle on a constricted budget. Ugh, life isn't always fun is it? Hopefully the way I start feeling will be better than any temporary high that junk food can give me. I wanna be happy, healthy, and balanced. Life is crazy and I'm only doing it once so I wanna get it right. That's all for now.