Thursday, November 17, 2016
End of 2016, My son is almost one!
Again, time is flying like nobody's freaking business! I am mom now! Yes, it's like the hardest, craziest but absolutely best thing that has ever, ever happened to me. I honestly feel like the luckiest person in the world sometimes. My baby brings more joy to me than I ever imagined! It's tough being a working mom though, sometimes it just feels like I don't get near enough time with him yet I still need breaks from motherhood sometimes in the evenings or weekends. Sometimes it frankly feels like shit. Some days I just want to declare that I'm quitting my job because my baby is one a baby for like a blink of an eye and I am going to spend every second with him. But I have to work like most people so I try to make the best out of the time I do have with him but sometimes that just doesn't feel like enough. What else can I do though? My mom worked and I don't feel less close to her because of that but it still hurts my heart to think of that possibility. Just like it hurts my heart when he clings to his sitter when I pick him up after work. But, I will soldier on and just try to be the best mom I can. What a year this was been, on to the next soon!
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