Ryan and I have began the process of looking to buy a home. It's been a long and stressful process but still really exciting. I can't wait to actually own a home, even though at the same time it scares the crap out of me! I know it'll be a lot more responsibility but it's definitely exciting to move forward with my life. Being a careless early twenty something with minimal responsibilities was fun for a while but honestly I thrive off of responsibility. I love being a caretaker and I love the freedoms that come with being an adult. I just hope things continue to progress and move forward with our careers. I want to be proud of the life I build and I want to be someone to look up to, so that's what I will continue to strive for.
Sometimes I still wonder what the purpose of life is, but then I remember something I heard that goes like this "The purpose of life is a life with purpose". I hear that and it makes sense again. My purpose is to be here to take care of the dog I rescued, to be a fun sister, to be another positive role model for my nieces, to be a supportive and loving girlfriend, to do my job with a smile on face, to help people, to be a good friend, to do what I can with what I have. I take comfort in the fact that I am here and there is a reason and there always has been. I am here and loved and taken care of, that is enough. Oh yeah and here's a really cute picture of my dog on a laptop.....
