I will be 25 in a few hours and I can barely believe it! Life flys! I have been thinking a lot lately about marriage. I've told many a people that I don't believe in it yet according to a specific pinterest board of mine, that isn't the whole truth. Marriage scares the shit outta me. Divorce scares the shit outta me. Growing up scares the shit outta me. So common sense would say to wait a little longer till these said things don't scare the living shit kittens outta me, but what if they always do? Life is literally passing me by so fast and I don't wanna have regrets like a failed marriage or being too scared to get married and ruining a great relationship.
The only answer that I have for myself right now, is that I am NOT ready to make this kind of commitement anytime soon. I'm just now getting a true feel for who I am! I need to figure things out a little more for myself, even though I get asked all the damn time when I'll be getting married...GET OFF MY BACK! I wanna have time to be me and let my beautiful relationship grow, I don't wanna rush anything. One thing I'm dang happy about is that I have a wonderful relationship with someone who cares deeply about me and my happiness. I'm in love and it's pretty damn awesome. Marriage and babies....one day...but as for now....I'm gonna go watch Doctor Who with my boyfriend.
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